"Let it all hang out. Throw the dice and then your head back, have a long laugh. Eat too much or too little and dance to something you love. To something that pierces your defenses and threatens to dull all the silences in your life with its diamond point. Sleep with vigor.

Buy all the things at the grocery store. Buy cheese and fragile cauliflower hybrids. The most colorful assortments and shapes in a cart. A plate bursting with life, a kitchen heated and shiny and full. Knives glistening with beads of... "

Just discovered this in my drafts. Wish I had finished it a little more to remember what I was thinking... They must have been nice thoughts.